So it has been a while.. (again, ha!)
I am clueless whether there has been some astrological movement within my birth chart or whether there has been some energetic pull that has caused quite a revolution.
I haven't written in some time now because I wanted to settle before starting to doing so. In fact, to be completely honest, not that I am providing any sort of explanation why I have been absent, but this "thing", whatever that shenanigans has been, it has been my..."it" for some time now.
I tried for these last couple of years (yes, years... yes, I know!) to tensely remain in calm. I felt stuck and clueless, hopeful and anxious. I tried over and over again to find a "solution" and I found myself running in circles without ever really settling down. I felt there was fire within me but for some strange reason, it was not coming out, no matter what I did or didn't do. It was frustrating to say the least, and maybe it wasn't as noticeable, but I was quite a mess in disguise.
Throughout this time I've found some interesting pieces of the puzzle so called life. I have also discovered some useful information that I had blocked since I was a kid (and you know how our childhood traumas play an important roll in our adulthood!).
I don't know when but suddenly, it all made sense and with a bit of coaching (I love you Tony Robbins!) life was suddenly different. I feel like I am eighteen again. Life feels like a blank book and I can write anything on those pages. There is excitement and peace.
Tony Robbins (I love you!) provides in his books really good insight that makes you truly work and reflect on yourself. I even bought a journal to work on every single conviction/ belief that I had before held close to my heart and have analised how they have affected me. I genuinely recommend him. He can truly change your life and how you see things.
Now I am on a quest to find out what I would really like to accomplish in every aspect of my life. I am quieting down to listen to my heart to let it blossom and let it be my guide. I am searching for a role model and it is all inspiring me to grow. It makes me smile from my soul. It is beautiful.
Out of curiosity... who is your Role model? (So I can see if I can borrow them) :P